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I want to be free. To read without noting key passages, pen between teeth To write without following the formula to ensure the highest marks To draw for no reason other than to draw, not every sketch needs to be making a great comment on society, To watch a movie, the whole way through, without pausing to scribble something down about the way the street signs are saying something complex about the characters internal woes. But give me a month, one long, draining stressful month and then, sitting behind eight and a half hours of exams, there it is, freedom... in the shape of five months of sunshine, of relation, of beaches and friends,

hmmm. decided shortly after posting previous journal that it was more of a rant and not necessary relevant to anybody so,i decided to steal the quiz thing Shannon did (while i think she too might have been avoiding homework) ONE - Spell your name without vowels: kthln TWO - Are you single?: yes THREE - Whats your favorite number?: 19 FOUR - What color do you wear most?: black, and shades of blue-purple FIVE - Least favorite color?: grey... what can i say, its just so gross SIX - Favorite candy?:... is chocolate included? but the good type of chocolate, the really cheap stuff SEVEN - What do you smoke?: no... EIGHT - Are you happy

i think the world has just gotten horrible and something needs to change. i just read something, that i really shouldn't have, but it has given me an insight into a world of which i only ever see the top of, the little but of their world, her world that she allows me to see. this poor girl, who is able to do anything is being crudely broken in to the 'real world' the world of heart break, of love and loss, of stupid girl and oblivious boys, its the immaturity of it all that pisses me off the most. they act, dress and talk like young adults, and their faces show something similar, but their attitude and emotion are that of eight year old th